I miss your smile, but I miss mine the most..
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Maybe I didn't need him as much as I thought I did. I really did feel lost without him, ´but now when he´s gone I'm not gonna look back.
And when I realised I were probably better off without him, was the best thing I ever did. He really was my everything..Maybe now he knows he´s lost his biggest fan
I always tried to make him see, to make him understand. But it wasn't enough
I remember all the time I wished I never met him..'Cause sometimes I still think it. So now I'm still left searching for that one boy to prove I'm wrong and show they're not all the same
Maybe I still think about him..But what difference would it make?
I remember when you cried in my arms because you were so afraid of losing me.
Even though I miss those days when he would just phone me for no reason,
send me those texts that I found so hard to delete,
Put a smile on my face when no one else could.
and even if it was him who made me cry he seemes to be the only one who could make me stop to.
I still think about what went so wrong..even though it´s too late and I don't want him back. When we said forever we were stupid enough to belive it.
I remember how it all started..even though I try to forget.
It´s so hard when I see him.. Sometimes I have to remind myself that we're not together
Thats when I remember nothing lasts forever!!
Why does something so perfect always have to come to an end?
I always took him back after a fight and so did he. He blamed all on me, and I got pissed of for some sick kind of revence, that he should be lucky to be with me. That he could see what I was offer to him. But it all went so wrong. When he hurt me I did something to hurt him back. But in another time.
It was us against the world we said. It was just another mistake, it´s a shame I never learned though. Maybe next time I will get my fairytale ending.
....Just not this time.
I just have to remember everything happens for a reason, There´s so many things I could say, But I know you'd just walk away
I miss your smile, but I miss mine the most!
No matter how much I didn't believe it, I guess I know now we just wern't meant to be
Giving up doesn't always mean that you're weak..Sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go. That's what I did..I gave up
I guess you never understood why I left you the second time, I never told you what really happened, Because I was in shame and I was scared. So I lied. I told you I was inlove with someone else and I tried to love that "someone else", but I did'nt, I never did.
Stuck between weather I really want him back, or just want the feeling of being loved back
We promised eachother so many things, but we forgot one thing. To keep them.
you've acting like an idiot and you know it. And I know it´s bacause you're hurt and you wanna hurt me back, to share the pain. You´re so disapointed at me are'nt you? Well same here, open your eyes and see what you did yourself.
So many people ask what I saw in you..But to be honest I don't even know myself..But whatever it is I still see it.
And so here´s the problem, I care too much and you couldn´t care less!!
I hope the day you look back on this, is the day you realise what you had. </3
